Thursday, December 20, 2007

My newest journey.

I have started on a new journey, and it has been exciting! To say the least!!!

I have found an old friend, one I have known for ten years in the online forum, and now we have moved to a meeting offline. Everything I could want and then some. It has not been easy, nor will it be easy, distance does seperate us, and there are many other *bumps* along the way.



But this is a journey I have been waiting for my entire life. Yes that probably sounds cliche, but he is everything I could ever want in a man, a best friend, a lover, and an Owner. I am sure many of you might wonder, an Owner? Well he is, why you ask, because he does own my heart, mind, body and soul. And we have decided that is how we want it in our lifestyle. We choose a different path, an alternative path. We are both in the Master/slave type relationship.

For many of you who do not know what that entails, it is the utmost type of relationship for me. Without that type of relationship in my life, I found that I did not *do* well. I did not function at my full capacity. Many would say I am weak for depending on a man in that way, but it truly has given me freedom to be who I am. To live out my life that way I was intended. I started this journey over 20 years ago, and was trained old world. I remember my Mentor telling me one day I would find one that made my heart soar, my soul hunger, and I have!

I know now that I was meant to be......his....completely and utterly with no reservations......does this sound like a fairytale come true......well if it is, please don't wake me up!



My journey has started.....and now it has become.....Our Journey.......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ten years. Always friends, from the beginning. Always running into each other when it turned out we needed to run into each other. Always somehow involved with others but always able to pick up where we left off and find that rare comfortable thing we always had.

Finally finding we wanted the same things; needed the same things. Finally being able to act on those wants and needs and damn the torpedoes, we did it. Finally meeting face to face. Fighting the fear and the what ifs. Finally realizing that it was right. This is where we were supposed to go. This is where we are supposed to be. Finally finding she can and does fulfill those needs I've sought so long to fulfill. Finally placing the steel circlet around her throat, my heart and soul soaring as her eyes locked on mine, her fingers finding the tiny lock and snapping it closed, sealing our fate and beginning our journey together.

Always. And all ways. Mine.

Rick