Wednesday, January 30, 2008

For you Love.

Happy Anniversary Darling!!!!

Happy Anniversary Darling!!!!

Can you believe it has been two months already!!!!?!!! Where did the time go!!!

When we first started our journey, I wondered just how far it would go. I know we have been friends for a long, long time, but I never dreamt that our journey would have led us down this path!!! And now I have been yours for two months!!!

I must admit that I love being yours, my Love!!! I love every single minute of it, the good, the bad and the, well I would say ugly, but no part of it has been ugly. It has all been glorious and awesome!!! Mere words escape me on how lucky I feel to be with you. You are everything I could have ever needed in my life, and thought I would never find. And now I have!!!

To some two months might not seem much of a milestone, but to me, it is as if I have found my *home*. That I have came home, a place that is warm, sensual and delightful. A place I never hope to leave. And that home is you Darling. You are my safety net, you are my world. You are the most wonderful person I could have been blessed to belong to.


Thank you my Owner and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

Laurie
XOXOX

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Complications or Signs from the Universe.

They say that when certain things happen, it could be complications, or could it be signs from the Universe, telling us that things will work out as we have wished them to be.

I have been trying to organize my life for the past few months and seem to have roadblocks coming up at everyturn. So do I use that old cliche, "Things which do not kill us, make us stronger." , or do I look at things as complications....halting me in my tracks, or rendering me unable to get up off my butt and do the things I know should be done.

I have decided to go with the Universe and that they are signs, readying me for my journey to go be with my Love, my Soulmate, my Owner. They are preparing me to be his completely, on a 24/7 basis. To know that I will go to him and that he will shelter me in his soul. That I will be allowed to live my life as the way it was intended.

I have been ridding my life of bad memories, getting rid of things that no longer have a place in my life. Along with those have been mental memories, emotional memories, and those trinkets that have found their way into my home. Those unnecessary items that can fit in a trash bag. *laughs* And be discarded as easily as they have made their way into my home.


I have no more room in my life for things of the past, not the negative memories that the Universe told me to get rid of. That it was time to let go. Time to start anew, another beginning, time for a new year, a brand new year, and to make things *right*. To make things change, in the choices we are allowed.

And we all have choices, we all have the right to deny or accept what the Universe offers....most of the time.

It is time.......