Happy New Year Darling!!!
As I sit here I caress the steel encircling my throat and think what a wonderful way to start the New Year!! With you! How lucky can a girl be!!! How fortunate I am that you are in my life!! Instead of waiting til tomorrow to start the beginnings of a new life, I have started today........to wipe out the old and bring in the new. I have been organizing all day......getting rid of things I no longer need in my life.....some of them *securities* that I have had a long time.......because now I have you as my security. My life. My need. My want. My desire. I have never in my life felt so free.......to soar, to fly, to *belong*. I can still smell your scent upon my flesh, and know that you have infused me with your own soul......Our life begins, our life together starts.....the New Year is almost upon us......and that brings us one day closer to the rest of our life........together......
Joined......
Complete........
Two........................
Neverending...............
It has started, may it never end......may it last *ALWAYS*!!!
It is time for the past to go, that part of that past I can see flying away, only to bring in the new.........funny how life works isn't it Darling.........we knew each other as friends.........and now we know each other as Soulmates........
I love you Darling, and Happy New Year!!!!!
Our time is here.
Yours.
Monday, December 31, 2007
My Christmas Wish!
Remember when you were little and you would make a Christmas wish, and wait and wait, and count down the days, just to see if that wish came true.......
Well mine did this year!!!!
Mine came to me in the form of my Owner!!! He came to visit and stay with me for a wonderful, glorious week!!! Into my world, which has now become his. I was not looking forward to this Christmas, some family issues and other things, and was really dreading this Christmas. I wasn't counting down the days, nor the hours.....well not until he told me he was coming!!! Then I did! I started counting down the minutes! *laughs* I couldn't wait til he came into my house, my world.......if was the feeling like a lil kid waiting to open that present, the one you waited your entire life for, and it finally shows up on your doorstep!
I just wanted to say that was such a glorious time Master, although sad that you had to leave. I know that you will come back, but such an empty place here now that you are not here. It is hard to catch my breath when I think of you leaving and being so far away. But at the same time, you are always here in my soul, my heart, your collar wrapped around my throat.
You came into an empty life and brought me back to life. You breathed into me and made me whole, and complete. You showed me emotions I never knew existed before you, and I know there is so much more to come. The journey of a lifetime, most can only dream about, and here I am living it with you, and all that entails. I sat here all night and today thinking of the *realities*, and a moment ago, I knew, my reality is you. My whole world is wrapped and engulfed into you.
And what a wonderful world it is!!!!
I love you Master!
Laurie
Well mine did this year!!!!
Mine came to me in the form of my Owner!!! He came to visit and stay with me for a wonderful, glorious week!!! Into my world, which has now become his. I was not looking forward to this Christmas, some family issues and other things, and was really dreading this Christmas. I wasn't counting down the days, nor the hours.....well not until he told me he was coming!!! Then I did! I started counting down the minutes! *laughs* I couldn't wait til he came into my house, my world.......if was the feeling like a lil kid waiting to open that present, the one you waited your entire life for, and it finally shows up on your doorstep!
I just wanted to say that was such a glorious time Master, although sad that you had to leave. I know that you will come back, but such an empty place here now that you are not here. It is hard to catch my breath when I think of you leaving and being so far away. But at the same time, you are always here in my soul, my heart, your collar wrapped around my throat.
You came into an empty life and brought me back to life. You breathed into me and made me whole, and complete. You showed me emotions I never knew existed before you, and I know there is so much more to come. The journey of a lifetime, most can only dream about, and here I am living it with you, and all that entails. I sat here all night and today thinking of the *realities*, and a moment ago, I knew, my reality is you. My whole world is wrapped and engulfed into you.
And what a wonderful world it is!!!!
I love you Master!
Laurie
Thursday, December 20, 2007
My newest journey.
I have started on a new journey, and it has been exciting! To say the least!!!
I have found an old friend, one I have known for ten years in the online forum, and now we have moved to a meeting offline. Everything I could want and then some. It has not been easy, nor will it be easy, distance does seperate us, and there are many other *bumps* along the way.
But this is a journey I have been waiting for my entire life. Yes that probably sounds cliche, but he is everything I could ever want in a man, a best friend, a lover, and an Owner. I am sure many of you might wonder, an Owner? Well he is, why you ask, because he does own my heart, mind, body and soul. And we have decided that is how we want it in our lifestyle. We choose a different path, an alternative path. We are both in the Master/slave type relationship.
For many of you who do not know what that entails, it is the utmost type of relationship for me. Without that type of relationship in my life, I found that I did not *do* well. I did not function at my full capacity. Many would say I am weak for depending on a man in that way, but it truly has given me freedom to be who I am. To live out my life that way I was intended. I started this journey over 20 years ago, and was trained old world. I remember my Mentor telling me one day I would find one that made my heart soar, my soul hunger, and I have!
I know now that I was meant to be......his....completely and utterly with no reservations......does this sound like a fairytale come true......well if it is, please don't wake me up!
My journey has started.....and now it has become.....Our Journey.......
I have found an old friend, one I have known for ten years in the online forum, and now we have moved to a meeting offline. Everything I could want and then some. It has not been easy, nor will it be easy, distance does seperate us, and there are many other *bumps* along the way.
But this is a journey I have been waiting for my entire life. Yes that probably sounds cliche, but he is everything I could ever want in a man, a best friend, a lover, and an Owner. I am sure many of you might wonder, an Owner? Well he is, why you ask, because he does own my heart, mind, body and soul. And we have decided that is how we want it in our lifestyle. We choose a different path, an alternative path. We are both in the Master/slave type relationship.
For many of you who do not know what that entails, it is the utmost type of relationship for me. Without that type of relationship in my life, I found that I did not *do* well. I did not function at my full capacity. Many would say I am weak for depending on a man in that way, but it truly has given me freedom to be who I am. To live out my life that way I was intended. I started this journey over 20 years ago, and was trained old world. I remember my Mentor telling me one day I would find one that made my heart soar, my soul hunger, and I have!
I know now that I was meant to be......his....completely and utterly with no reservations......does this sound like a fairytale come true......well if it is, please don't wake me up!
My journey has started.....and now it has become.....Our Journey.......
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